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Wednesday, 25 November 2009

  • I'm A Man

    For once in my life, I feel like a man.  I'm not going to explain and no I didn't get sex change or anything.  I don't got testosterone pumping.

    It's just.. I'm thinking in a very typical man mind set (sexist I know, cry me a river).

    And it's weird.

    Baaaaaaaah.

Monday, 23 November 2009

  • Facebook Status Today

    Since I don't have Facebook anymore (and let me tell ya, it's amazing) I'm kind of deprived of the 'status update'.  Don't lie to me Facebook users, you automatically take events from that day and make them into statuses in your head to update later when you get home.

    So throughout today I've been doing this and I'm hoping this will go away with time.

    So here are my status updates throughout the day and I won't care to explain cause it's funner that way :

    I went to bed before 12 AM last night.. what is wrong with the world?!

    Still sleepy even with 8 hours of sleep.. ugh

    I should go to trig.. but i don't wanna

    IRRATIONAL HOBO WINS!!! :D

    Is truly brown!

    Why am I so boss at writing?

    Tooth ache :[

    Mamma said knock you out!

    Yeah... if i had to choose one... it would have to be IRRATIONAL HOBO!

    long story

    later!

Saturday, 21 November 2009

  • Achy Teeth

    My teeth ache.  Especially my lower front ones.  There is a dull ache that I hope that the tyenol I just took will take care of.

    So even though the craziness of two exams are over, I still have 593 group projects to do and I'll probably end up doing 60% of the work because 1. I get the main point while others miss it 2.  No one can do it as well I can. Simple.

    (Did I mention this dull ache kinda hurts?)

    I volunteered at the football game today (MSU vs Penn State) and it kinda reinstated the reason why I don't like football.  It's really an American pasttime (and when I say American, I mean white) and an excuse to consume many fatty foods and alcoholic beverages early in the AM and be obnoxious and get away with it!  I was (trying) to help people not get smushed by a bus when crossing the street (honestly, I don't care, their fault) and it was kinda humiliating wearing the traffic vest thing and seeing people that I graduated with (and wow, they all still hang out with the same people. Awesome, way to branch out.) while wearing the traffic vest thing.  I really disliked my graduating class, people were quite fake.   So glad I'm done with that.  I can choose who I interact with right?

    I met the man of my dreams and fell in love in 3 seconds :] While he walked passed me.  And he's probably from Penn State and laughed at my traffic vest thing as soon as his back was towards me.  But it's okay, cause love is tough (And SO attractive! )

    Speaking of the topic of love, what would you want your love story to be?

    I know that I'm totally for old Bollywood classic style.  But if we're being realistic (semi realistic) I would want a guy..

    who is fascinated by me.  who likes the little things about me and wants to make me smile and laugh.  I don't want him to be obsessed, but I want him to be excited to hear from me.  I want a guy/boy/man (ew, not a boy) who.. will txt me throughout a party just to hear from me.  Call me when he cannot sleep.  Tell me the times he thought about me randomly throughout the day.  Someone who appreciates me and feels lucky. 

    So girls, don't settle and obsess over a guy who:

    1.  doesn't return your texts or calls or IMs or sms or whatever 2.  Doesn't initiate the hang outs/dates 3.  Is known for being a player 4.  is not making you feel happy/special/adequate.

    And there you have it.  The recipe of not getting hurt!  If you do not feel no. 4, hate to say it, but he'll never try until you probably leave his sorry ass.  You cannot change someone to make you happy because in most situations, you are the only person who can make yourself happy!  It might suck if you really like a guy, but it's not worth getting your heart broken sweetie :]

    And there is the most random entry of today! I skipped an Eid Dinner by the Pakistani Student Association to do work, so work I will do.

    Toodles!

Friday, 20 November 2009

  • Test Failure =[

    Had my bio exam today.

    A class I currently was barely hanging onto a 4.0

    Umm.. I don't know about that anymore.

    Because I did fucking horrible on my exam.

    And the thing is, it wasn't even hard.  It was easy, but if I had studied more then I would have done better.

    So now I know you're asking "Well, why didn't you study more idiot?"

    Believe it or not, I can pin this one on people.

    Because this past week, I tried so hard to study.  So hard to get my reading done so I could study.

    But some assholes decided to not let me study and 'talk'.  Gee, because those 4+ hours of talking really inspired me... not.

    Once school rolls around, you kinda hafta focus on the current work instead of the future work.

    So basically, I was screwed for both my exams this week.  Great.

    I'm going to do so well on this final in bio because there is no way in hell I'm going to not get my 4.0 in this class.

    But I'm now I'm in a fucking pissy mood.  So next time someone ticks me off, I fear I might bite their head off.

    -_-

    I'm so entirely upset.

Thursday, 19 November 2009

  • When people ask

    if everything is fine.

    if you're alright

    sometimes you just gotta shut your mouth

    smile

    fake emotion in  your eyes

    and say yes

    because no one really cares enough to pursue the lie.